Damn it's been hella long since I posted, uhh...ok first things first...

Prom was tight, my date Racine bought me a nice ass garter... it looked hella tight, and yeah we had dinner with my friends Dennis, and Kim, and Kevin and his date, the dinner was aiite... Someone <b>REALLY</b> got on my nerves, but it was all good. I had a lot of fun at prom. It was at the Metreon and it was hella tight. That was like 2 weeks ago... and Yesterday the seniors graduated! they were the first class to graduate at my highschool, and the juniors (including me) had to help decorate.. It was coo, it was fun, it was nice to think back on everything that happened this year. Today while I was cleaning out my locker... I found a cd.. a cd that I had burned close to the beginning of the year, to give to Klaire... I felt kinda wierd today thinking about the past... between Klaire and I and to compare it to now. I played the cd during class, and it brought back a lot of sad memories... Memories of when i used to feel not so alone... In a way I miss the feeling... Yeah anyways... After school I went to Lincoln, cause I might go back. My parents drove me there and I saw Ricky, Patrick, and Ally... it was nice to see some old friends and shit... Something that doesn't happen too often.. When I got home I rented Spirited Away from my friend, and it has hella coo ANIME. I mean the drawings are hella tight... well anyways.. Imma leave this off wit a small point.. "Think back on what you can hold on to, hold on to what you treasure, treasure what lasts forever... Treasure the memories." - Alan

I call this Keystyle Confidence

i hate to admit-it, but it's sad-to-quit-it, bad to give-up...
hard to live-up to the dreams-and-goals, hard to find the bros...
in life theres teams-and-foes gotta know-what-is-right...
have to show-guts-in-fights gotta keep the confidence...
make motivation-consistent, let the mind do rotation-on-listenin'...

rhyme scheme switch

don't let people make-ya-down, cause when ya rise the fakes-will-drown...
going "down"-wit-them, they'll make-ya-a-clown you'll be on the streets and be a victim...
lose ya confidence, and lose-ya-success in life you gotta choose-what's-best...
have goals-and-priorities bring light in ya name and have a story...
accomplish-what-you-need, make yourself glow-in-glory...
demolish-walls-to-succeed and whatever you do keep ya head up...


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hate it/love it
anything is good to elevate

today... my mom found my ciggarettes... she doesn't kno itz mine.. but itz kinda obvious.. cuz i mean who else smokes? yeah my parents do not know I smoke.. I denied it and said its not mine, if she asks my Dad then im kinda fucked. If they tell my bro my friend is gonna let me fall back on him... So hopefully it's all good... i'll keep ya updated peace...

Damn Im hella sick =\.. and i'm aching cuz i wuz benchin yesterday... I haven't benched in years.. yeah i wuz just working out yesterday like krazy.. anywayz heres my poem entry. Enjoy!

Aznraps.com Poetic Idol Contest Round 2:

Topic: American Values

Americans have no morals
Only learned to quarrel and hate,
Hard to relate, hard to retaliate.

Why?

Because we were taught to read and write,
Seize the day and to end the night. A take in pride
women down, women cry, the people sigh
Definition of an American Value...
given rights most can't be enforced cause we are not allowed to.
To protect and peace is what we fight for!
then why did we elect someone who wanted war?
A value of culture and open religion...
"In God we trust".. another value corruption by the Christians..
Fight for power? Fight with Pride? Death of many men...
Sadly I'm an American...

that was my entry =)... I hope i get to the next round!! Wish me luck.. peace